| "Not enough.." Yes, I am familiar with "not enough." I mean, I basically built my life around "not enough." (Think I'm selfish yet? We all are..) But what is this "too much" you speak of? I am not acquainted with this.. He asked- Can you tell someone "I love you" too much? Does too much exist? Can you? |
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| I don't think I'm meant to get close to anybody. When I'm 'heartless' and cannot care, I feel much more serene.. Not feeling feels like home. Not feeling means no pain. No pain means breathing. I'm so sick of this game of hop scotch. |
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| I don't know what the simplest way to say this is. But, more and more everyday I am me. And more and more everyday I am less like you.. Because that's a goal of mine. My morals are imbedded in my soul. |
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| And if I said I was "alright".. If I said I was-Fine or okay, I meant I was living. But, I'm so far from being alive. Did I give up my happiness for yours? Does this even matter? And what's so great about happiness any way? |
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| What do you do when you find out who your friends truely are? What do you do when you don't know what, out of all of this, is a sign? I've recently decided to push myself to my limit. Cause I think that is an important thing to feel. None of this is bad. I'm choosing how I live. So none of this is bad. What happens when someone else chooses? Anyway- I believe every relationship takes equal effort on both sides. Too bad I'm too tired to carry your end anymore. |
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